die

 I thought the world was in my hands 

Then learnt in a wimp that the world didn't exist at all 

I thought I had it all 

Then realised I never had it all 

What did I even see or hold 

I thought I had

were just all lies. 

never half the man you thought you were 

never real while stealing my reality

just die

die in a horrible death 

and see if I care