december

don't know why don't know how 

But it still hurts to think

I wished it hurt you too 

But you don't even think 

put it too deep

crashed every inch of me when ripped from within

removing you from too deep 

teared down every limb

took everything to get through the big red betrayal 

Now I am in deep

cried too many before 

but nevermore

It took me to die and burn in every cell

to keep me existing

Now smile like you never loved before 

hell, you didn't